goldenambition

Scale 1-10, Day 1 = 5...

i know i don't exactly need to "lose weight." however! i can openly admit ive always had issues with believing i look good, due to not FEELING good.
i once fit into a size 1 jean. of course, that was in 8th & 9th grade and i don't expect to fit into them once more. but what i do expect is to fit comfortably in my 2/3's.
after i quit dance from high school, i gained close to 25bls, putting me into a size 6 jean which was HUGE for me. im 5 feet tall and have a very petite build. considering my size, i should be at about 115lbs, and i weigh 123lbs or so. knowing i should lose about 8-10 lbs, i needed a quick way to do so because of my lack of time to put into exercize. i have a very very busy life, so eating HORRIBLY is easy for me to do. ive done diet fads before but none have working. the new one im trying, hopefully will.

day #1: my first day of hydroxycut max for women. took 1 pill in the morning and ate a bowl of special k after. i felt fine and was so surprised by the energy surge i received! i LOVED it. i then had a banana for a snack, followed by another bowl of K for lunch. i got to school around 5 and by 6 i had a granola bar with yes... poptarts . i couldnt help it. i had HUUGGGEE energy drop and could BARELY keep my eyes open. i then took my second pill and felt fabulous. im a little nervous about the "down" i get from the hydroxycut... but we'll see. i then around 11 (because of st pattys munchies) proceeded to eat 2 pieces of pizza and some howie bread!! over all, i did bad. it was very half and half. im pretty disappointed because of how great i started off and how terribly i ended.

day #2: i got decent sleep last night. only about 5 hours which isn't the best, but could have been worse. i think i might be taking the pills wrong. am i supposed to take them BEFORE or AFTER i eat? i've been taking them before/during. i took my flinstone vitmin, had a chocolate protein shake and took my pill. all around 8-9am. i already have once full bottle of h20 down and we'll see how the rest of the day goes. i PLAN on having my second protein shake for lunch with a strawberry nutri-grain bar & for dinner, hopefully a chicken salad? my goal is to have NO VENDING MACHINE snacks from school. ill let you know how i did!

xoxo goldenambition xoxo